{"id":3480,"date":"2015-04-08T21:58:56","date_gmt":"2015-04-09T03:58:56","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/sites.coloradocollege.edu\/blockfeatures\/?p=3480"},"modified":"2015-05-01T09:17:33","modified_gmt":"2015-05-01T15:17:33","slug":"on-humiliation-and-being-humble","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/sites.coloradocollege.edu\/blockfeatures\/2015\/04\/08\/on-humiliation-and-being-humble\/","title":{"rendered":"On Humiliation and Being Humble"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>There is a certain stillness that settles in the air in this fragment of mountainous desert where I have almost surprisingly found myself for the last three days. In this temporary escape to the Baca campus I have a sense of being contained in some dusty snow globe, mysteriously separate from the familiar. But I am not contained; the sky is vaster, the mountains rise up sharply from the yellow plain to reach broadly upwards. To the south and west, the land extends endlessly. In the midst of these immensities, I am small. I am small and humble in the silence of vastness, captured as I walk slowly against the wind on a dusty road in this singular moment. It is precisely the place to submerge oneself in poetry, in this physical manifestation of the instant-occupying lyric.<\/p>\n<p>We encountered newness not only in geographical location but in the words we studied. As we continued moving forward in time, we met artists of prison cells and protest in writing and music. Wole Soyinka of Nigeria wrote of his imprisonment, both in prose and poetry, in books smuggled to him during his detainment. He described the humiliation of imprisonment as an emotion of dignity in that it creates an environment of solidarity and suggests a previous and consistent uprightness and dedication to a cause or mentality. We explored other poetries of prisons that depicted the struggles of entrapment and brief glimmers of hopefulness. In Robert Johnson, legendary singer of blues, we looked closely at the relationships between white and black music, notably the capitalization of black music by white people and other similar appropriations of black culture for primarily white gain.<\/p>\n<p>The song \u201cStrange Fruit\u201d and a podcast considering it further forced us to examine racism in the northern parts of the United States and how whiteness creates value \u2013 the photograph of inspiration for the song is immediately shocking not only because of its explicit interest in two hanging black bodies but also because of the grinning white faces beneath them. \u201cGoing to Meet the Man,\u201d the story of a lynching, was disturbing. It incited discussion regarding the sexualization of blackness and the dialectic of simultaneous desire and disgust for other bodies. We considered Bob Dylan and \u201cHurricane\u201d \u2013 both the song and the film \u2013 to investigate our perceptions of who can write black poetry.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">In light of this, I think I\u2019ve decided that perhaps a definition of black poetry does not exist. It is ambiguous, defined by each moment that chooses to take on blackness and poetry simultaneously. I am humbled and delighted in every instant that I learn and change. I am also humbled by the world that both contains and frees me. I\u2019m not sure that I have Soyinka\u2019s humility \u2013 in fact, I\u2019m quite sure that I don\u2019t \u2013 but it remains humbling to engage with his dignity.<\/p>\n<figure id=\"attachment_3482\" aria-describedby=\"caption-attachment-3482\" style=\"width: 300px\" class=\"wp-caption aligncenter\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" data-attachment-id=\"3482\" data-permalink=\"https:\/\/sites.coloradocollege.edu\/blockfeatures\/2015\/04\/08\/on-humiliation-and-being-humble\/img_1631\/\" data-orig-file=\"https:\/\/sites.coloradocollege.edu\/blockfeatures\/files\/2015\/04\/IMG_1631.jpg\" data-orig-size=\"6288,2468\" data-comments-opened=\"1\" data-image-meta=\"{&quot;aperture&quot;:&quot;2.4&quot;,&quot;credit&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;camera&quot;:&quot;iPhone 4S&quot;,&quot;caption&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;created_timestamp&quot;:&quot;1428416322&quot;,&quot;copyright&quot;:&quot;&quot;,&quot;focal_length&quot;:&quot;4.28&quot;,&quot;iso&quot;:&quot;50&quot;,&quot;shutter_speed&quot;:&quot;0.000542888165038&quot;,&quot;title&quot;:&quot;&quot;}\" data-image-title=\"IMG_1631\" data-image-description=\"\" data-image-caption=\"\" data-medium-file=\"https:\/\/sites.coloradocollege.edu\/blockfeatures\/files\/2015\/04\/IMG_1631-300x117.jpg\" data-large-file=\"https:\/\/sites.coloradocollege.edu\/blockfeatures\/files\/2015\/04\/IMG_1631-1024x401.jpg\" class=\"wp-image-3482 \" style=\"line-height: 1.5em\" alt=\"\" src=\"http:\/\/sites.coloradocollege.edu\/blockfeatures\/files\/2015\/04\/IMG_1631-300x117.jpg\" width=\"300\" height=\"117\" srcset=\"https:\/\/sites.coloradocollege.edu\/blockfeatures\/files\/2015\/04\/IMG_1631-300x117.jpg 300w, https:\/\/sites.coloradocollege.edu\/blockfeatures\/files\/2015\/04\/IMG_1631-1024x401.jpg 1024w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 300px) 100vw, 300px\" \/><figcaption id=\"caption-attachment-3482\" class=\"wp-caption-text\">The Sangre de Cristo range near the Baca campus<\/figcaption><\/figure>\n<p style=\"text-align: center\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>There is a certain stillness that settles in the air in this fragment of mountainous desert where I have almost surprisingly found myself for the last three days. In this temporary escape to the Baca campus I have a sense of being contained in some dusty snow globe, mysteriously separate from the familiar. But I &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/sites.coloradocollege.edu\/blockfeatures\/2015\/04\/08\/on-humiliation-and-being-humble\/\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> &#8220;On Humiliation and Being Humble&#8221;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":737,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[9,49],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-3480","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-block7","category-co200","entry"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p1RtXj-U8","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.coloradocollege.edu\/blockfeatures\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3480","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.coloradocollege.edu\/blockfeatures\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.coloradocollege.edu\/blockfeatures\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.coloradocollege.edu\/blockfeatures\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/737"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.coloradocollege.edu\/blockfeatures\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=3480"}],"version-history":[{"count":4,"href":"https:\/\/sites.coloradocollege.edu\/blockfeatures\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3480\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":3483,"href":"https:\/\/sites.coloradocollege.edu\/blockfeatures\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/3480\/revisions\/3483"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/sites.coloradocollege.edu\/blockfeatures\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=3480"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.coloradocollege.edu\/blockfeatures\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=3480"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/sites.coloradocollege.edu\/blockfeatures\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=3480"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}