\u201cHope that you won\u2019t forget that boldly giving up is courage as well.\u201d – Min Yoongi<\/p>\n
As my time as a blogger comes to a close, I want to reflect what it was like to have to be a student during the coronavirus pandemic.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Before I deleted social media, I saw a lot of posts about how people were trying to \u201chold themselves accountable\u201d. At first, I ate that shit up. I followed workout pages, tried new diets, and even tried to force myself to write at least four things everyday. Although keeping busy did keep me entertained for a couple weeks (maybe even month, who knows at this point\u2014time is a social construct at this point), I grew tired and eventually even more depressed than I already was. I stopped doing all those new things and I even stopped doing the old things I used to do in my free time. I just laid in bed for a while and felt terrible.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Being at CC (or I guess anywhere to be perfectly honest), you kind of develop this heightened capitalist complex where you feel the need to constantly do something, producing something that has to have some sort of worth. As a result, I think many of us have lost sight of what is sometimes necessary: healing.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Of course, I want to acknowledge that having time and the means to take a break is a privilege. I\u2019m lucky to be in the situation I am in during the pandemic, but many can\u2019t afford to take a break.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Though, I do want to emphasize that doing nothing, giving up on endeavors your heart is not completely invested in, and NOT being productive should not be something that is shamed. There is nothing wrong with admitting that we need breaks or cannot continue. There is courage in acknowledging our weaknesses.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n Writing these blogs has given me an outlet for my rants about things I was passionate about in class and my frustrations in the real world. Saying goodbye to this blog and to my wonderful class is sad, but like I said, there is power in admitting weakness and right now, I feel weak.\u00a0<\/span><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u201cHope that you won\u2019t forget that boldly giving up is courage as well.\u201d – Min Yoongi As my time as a blogger comes to a close, I want to reflect what it was like to have to be a student during the coronavirus pandemic.\u00a0 Before I deleted social media, I saw a lot of posts … <\/p>\n